Ytd work was busy , anyway saw
KUER SHU HUI on the 27th Nov (:
She working at Jp. I want hug her
but she was working plus at public.
Anyway today I take off as I going for
class outing ! Hope is a enjoyable one.
Miss all my classmate truckloads !
Anyway Jiewen not going ): Okay ,
I got to go take things and buy stuff liao.
Nothing much , I have superb damn
lots of photos to upload. Today will also
bring more photos back ! hahahah !

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-10 more days

Down w flu , ha - ha - ha - choooo !

I'm awake for awhile and bro is not back
home yet. Nothing much bye , gonna
sleep as later working whole day. I still
not feeling well , but swollen on my right
eye and my lips are better alrdy.
I miss Jastine and I promised her to go
find her at her work place ): I miss her.

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-11 more days

On the 25th I forget to bring apron and
Evon ask me to go work with her apron first
and she go my house take my apron.
Thanks her alot . Anyway ytd work and after
work went eat fries and potato wedges.
Went to slack awhile and took some photos ,
was chatting & went home about 1 plus going
2. Slept at 3 plus as I chatted with my mum
and cook-ed maggi for my brother. And
wake up at 6. I only slept for 2 hrs plus.



Going meet Jiewen and I almost knock
down by a car. ): Got one auntie shouted
" xiaomei 有车 " = " girl , got car "
I was stunt and after crossing the road I say
Thanks. My mind was blank and Idk what
I'm thinking. Anyway saw Xiwen and he was
working , and he ask me why you look so
憔悴 ( "weak"). I reply dunno ley and Jiewen
came. Superb long never see her Lol.



Anyway I anyhow cut my fringe :/
No more long fringe like this photo above le.


Look at this two photos taken ytd , yeah my
right eyes is swollen but my lips are perfectly fine.
But today wake up lips swollen and pain like ):

Cynthia these few days is not feeling well
.I have a crack on my tooth & I have
to go for dental sooooooooooooooooooooon :<
.I'm having running-nose and Sore throat
.My right eye is swollen &&&&&&&&&&&&&&
.My lips are swollen like sausage

I dont look like myself , Jiewen was shocked
seeing me lidat when she haven seen me
for so long. Anyway bball sooon ): Sorry.



Ytd midnight I was standing alone at the
canal and texting this msg in my phone
before my phone goes low batt and holding
onto a packet of cigaratte waiting for Sam :>
Looking at the flow of water flowing
towards my right and behind me was the
sound of cars on the busy road though is
already midnight. Trees swaying left to
right with the wind and I feel alittle cold.
I looked upon the sky and there's many
many little stars shining so brightly with
the lamp post along the road makes my feel
that I still have a long way to go. Never
did I start to think and have thoughts in my
mind. Tears start to welled up in my eyes.

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-13 more days

Random.

25th Nov went 907 eat Roti prata.

Ytd before go work took a pic of Cedric

She was a girl who knew how to act happy,
even when she's sad.
♥
Hellos peeps. I'm here blogging (:
Anyway later going work soon , now
waiting for Evon to come over to my
house den we go grab some food and
bus to work barhs. Nothing much (:

Yesterday and today suppose to meet
Jiewen in the morning to go for running
end up yesterday both of us overslept.
And today I msg Jiewen she never reply ,
and around 6 plus she told me she tired.
Lol , we superb lazy sial :/

labels : I really need alot of moviation please ~

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-15 more days

I miss wearing Sch Pe T-shirt LOL.
Actual house colour : Andes !

I cant post as I wake up late and by the
time I wake up I got to prepare for work and
end work at 10 plus and by the time I reach
home my brother is already home. And
he is using. Nothing much anyway just that
this week I work night shift , with Evon :D
But tiring . Nthing much reply tags tmr I guess.
Byes ~

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-16 more days

Working later.

I'm just pouring out some things and can just skip
reading this post , Really :B

Everyone has someone in their life that keeps
them looking forward to the next day , Do I ?
Family , friends ? I'm feel so bad the past
few days when I tell my mother , this family
doesn't look like a home. We(My family) lived
under the same roof standing at the same floor
but things are not the same in the pasts.
Sibiling && I have grown up and we become more
stubborn and more independent. Yea , Is good
to be independent but that doesn't mean we can
forget our parents who bought us up from young
& taking them from granted , everyone is human!
Every family have its own problem. You may
think that your mother/father is naggy but do
they really want to nag , why they waste their
time naggy is because they care. Even if they're
tired , they will never say "I'm tired." will they ?
These few days I know mother is very tired
so as father but when I came home from work
father is already asleep. Mother will always
still doing housework. Trying to pull myself
into the toilet no matter how tired and at least
help her with abit of housework before I sleep.
Sometimes I don't feel like going home ,
whenever I reached home I feel so sad that
I want to cry. Really. But I can't I can't let anyone
worry. I write all these here just to pour out.
I have alot alot alot more to say , real lots.

Slept at 3am last night and wake up
at 1pm today , sucha lazy pigg. I didn't have
a very good night , last night. Anyway
wake up wash up and eat , packed some of
my stuff in the room. I'm having off
today so as my father :D Nothing much
to say , I'm just bored and lifeless.
Work is what that helps me kill my time.
I want to play bball real soon , and
really wanna play hard ! Jiewen , meet
you soooon okay ? Next week which is tmr ,
jogging in the morning again ? hahah.
Hopefully I can wake up , hehe(evil laugh*)
I feel so lazy to blog also , should I even Mia
or close down my blog ? Hmmmmm.
Aiai : Meet youuuuu soooon. I damn miss you.
Shuhui : Dinner sooon with you.

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-18 more days

JOEY : hey joey here (: knew you from plurk .
ME : hellos ! Tagged ! 8)

SHUHUI : I like your dimples(: Haha btw
i was ex-xingnanian de shuhui(: takecare
ME : I dun really like :/ Ohhh. Not close with you
but long time no see le (: You got nice pics too :D
Anyway I link-ed you.

STANLEY : lol. hhahaa. Wah. that pic is u ar?
lol. cannot believe sia. lol like so different
ME : yeah of cus is me . haha , short hair ma :D haha !

CLAUDIA : Cheer up cheer up!
ME : Thanks , that day was you in the bus right ? (:

DARLING : what happened my dear ? i that
time off work v tired also take wrong bus till
pioneer mall. walk back home . like want faint :x
miss you many. contact me soon k :) miss
those times too. find one day go honey moon
again :) miss you many :heart:
ME : Tires lo. yeah you got tell me before :D haha !
Miss you too. Okay. SURE ! (:

MEIYING : Senior! Tagged. :D Miss you tons. :)
ME : Imissyou too. How's Jyians night ? :>

I'm still the Zilian Cynthia.

Panda eyes.

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Flash.

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My eyebrow super ^^







Back from injection that day.

kukubin.

If you ever realize.

I miss everyone of them and still got alot ..
But if I go on , I guess I dont have to sleep.
Is not by order .. doesn't mean I put
your picture at last of very below means
I miss you abit only , I miss everyone of them.
And and and 1A3 , 2A3 , 3A2 &&& 4a2. I miss
the Sec 3 clique (Zylyna Zhenyuan Fadzli Nabilah)
We 5 use to sit one row at the back of the class.
During term3 I think we seperated as we can
only sit in two and I sat with Grace. I miss Grace
alot alot too. Always joking in class w Zaki
and classmate. Anw , class gathering soon I guess
I will be going barhs ! Idk why I'm talking about
schlife again. Lol , I miss band too. Sorry for
not going back to Jyians night to help out D:

Today work 9am - 8pm. Having long queue

at 6plus to closing time. Out of bread and
sell wrapp. Nothing much was superb tired.
Didn't real have mood these few days.
I'm superb down ... Hais. Everybody just
stay happy and tkcare dun fall sick as nowadays
keep raining. I really really miss the girls
gathering alot alot and miss the times
at court before night study. Reply tags tmr ,
I having off tmr ! :B

*If someone wants you, nothing can keep them away.
If someone doesn’t want you, nothing can make them stay.
Happiness comes at the right time.

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-19 more days

Post when back from work if can.

RE-EDITED.

Why why why why why ? Asking myself
alot alot of why. My tears just drop
due to some things D: I feel so miserable.
I dun feel like posting here but I dunno
where and who to pour out to. My phone
is having problem and I cant msg nor
receive calls. I am not me now. Work and
forget punch-in for work today. After
work bath and meet Jiewen and she
acc me go jurong east there for injection.
Not pain during the injection jus now but
now at home pain liao ): End here.
Oh yarhs, went to trim my hair but like no
different. Should I cut my fringe ?

labels : A failure is an option.

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-20 more days

(A superb long photo , during sec 3 when my hair
is short lo. Lol and I'm skinny but now fattttt)

EMBARRASSED MYSELF TODAY :(
♥
Went to work per normal anyway yarhs,
these few days working morning shift
and do alot of things in the kitchen . Especially
cutting vegetables and I tell you I love
cutting tomato the most but after finish cutting
tomato I superb cold la. Inside kitchen very
coooooooooooooooooooold. Anw , today after
wrk but mac milkshake and one cookies eat.

I was waiting for bus and the bus stop is
damn crowded. 179 came but was full and
another bus came and alot of people board the
bus so I never really look at the sigh board
but saw it was 179 so just board , fall asleep and
wake up at my alighting bus stop so I press
the bell but everyone in the bus was like
looking at me and I feel something wrong. &&&
The bus never stop. So I got a feeling that
I took wrong bus &&&& I end-ed up at
Jurong point.

When I dropped off the bus and took
a look at the bus it was 179A which mean the
bus will go straight from NTU to Jurong
point without stopping . Was like so Paisehs ! ):
I think I'm just too tired le barhs. Bus number
also can see wrong.

Tag me more people ! View me tag me , dun
forget to tag LOL , craps.

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-21 more days

????????????????????????????
♥
Ytd went work in the morning as normal ,
den back to bath. Meet up with Lexiang Justina
at pmall there and took bus to arena.
Superb long never play pool larhs , den they ask
me go. Meet Shien there and played. Enjoy
ourselves w craps lo. 959 eat and home-d ! Tired.
Wanna uploadddd my overdues photos but cant.

Re-edited.
Today is the same work in the morning and
after work went home. Bath-ed and
went court find Jiewen. Nothing much , leg
is better le. Anyway just now go court den rain.
Nothing much la , Saw some people lo.
I got a feeling I dun feel like going 619 often le,
Hahahahah , thoughts again ... they are
not real la, Cynthia. ~

labels : Endure and stay strong Cynthia :D

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-22 more days

JASLIN : Relinked me :)) AMANDA : RELINK !
ME : Relink-ed both of you , hahah.

MEIYING : Perform w us lah, so that we can
see you more. :B Hahah, you play so good also! (L) youu. <3
ME : Sorry not performing barhs, I alsho cannot
practice well and blow well yet. D:

STANLEY : hihhihi.. my birthday also coming!
u knw wad to do la hor.. HHAHA yoyo. :D
dun so mad ar.. take care wor! smile smile :D :D
ME : Yours earlier :D haha , going where celebrate ?
Sure thanks ! 8)

BOH : yo working as?
ME : You are ? Subway. :D

KAITING : Saw you too. Here to tag. C: Tagged!!!
Relink me!!! Thanks!
ME : yeah yeah . :D relinked too.

SHIYKIN : heeeelllo cynthiaaaa (:
ME : Saw you a few times , miss going out with you larhhs ! (:

CLAUDIA : Missed you too. No la, i privated my
8th-chapter.blogspot.com haha.
ME : Ohh no wonder :D Tkcare and enjoy your holiday.

JASTINE : i will stay happy derhs . you too .
say wann msq me never msq me . see again .
lols . alright , takecare .
ME : haha ! Gooooood . Sorry , hardly msg and
bring hp out. Lazy plus bill burst :/

SHIEN : hey hey! i just ate CHICKEN WINGS!
hahahaha!!! 3 of it :P yummy!
ME : Wahhhhh , sia me :/ haha ! I one day never eat liao. ):

EVON : ILOVEYOU :D haha. takecare uhhs. loves.
ME : WAhh tag me ley ! :D haha ! Tkcare toooooo.

ALIM! : EH MY FINGERNAILS ALSO BLACK!
ME : haha ! Emo uh yu ? :D

Overdue photos.


Darling miss you.

Subway go go go ! :/

Laughs.

Datou and Evon

Datou and Kenglong

Laughs.

At 172 bus back that day.

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I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE EATING DONUTS
♥
Wake up work from 7am - 3pm.
3 plus leave work place and bus home.
Reach-ed home bath and prepared.
Meet Xiwen at court and went his house.
Bus down alone to ChoaChuKang.
Was superb lost and blur of direction!
Leg super pain. >:( Roars. I can't walk
properly now , especially stairs

CYNTHIA WHY ARE YOU SO WEAK !

Finally meet dao Jiewen. Hunt for food
as was hungry. Chicken wing & Sotong onstick :B

Went 350+ I think shoot bball awhile
and I tell you I super mad. Like letting
out all my emotion. And Superbbb
Tycooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
Walk to nearby market buy drinks
and she went back to her aunt house le.
I walk-ed to the nearest 172 bus stop
and bus home alone. Superb cold larhhhh.
Anyway main purpose to go cck is just to
pass Jiewen her basketball, wanted
to tell her I not going but since I promise
to help her take her bball and pass to her
den I went-ed but anyway she superb
happy to see me la (: Nothing much.

Seems to be a long bus ride alone and
was watching the rain drops through
the glass. Listen to sweet music. &&&&
having peace with thoughts in mind.

Reply tags tmr and photos up tmr.
No much photo just my own camwhore
on the way back on the bus today.

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-24 more days

I wonder if you still rmb.

A surprise / promise.

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Life is like this pic and the most important one
I think is .. Actualy is everything la :B

Work from 9pm to 7 plus 8 plus
Clean up and meet Evon and the rest
Eat at pmall mac and home. Tired.
I think tmr onwards will not be bringing
phone to work. Next week which is
tomorrow will be working morning shift.

Leg aching , Cynthia is so weak. Laughs.

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-25 more days

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SOME THINGS JUST FLASH THROUGH MY MIND.

♥

Off day today and you wanna know how I spend it ?

I feel so so so so so no mood lidat.

Wake up by alot of noise in my house , and received

Jiewen msg meeting her for bball , prepared and

walk to pmall. Was hungry so went to buy one

mac chicken and one $1 coke. Went to 619 study

corner and eat alone Lol. After eating walk to court

and sit there awhile den play bball but was superb

bored. Play awhile jiu rain liao , me Jiewen and Cheehan

went pmall buy things. Jiewen buy milk , I buy

ice cream , Cheehan buy surpeeeee. Nothing much la.

When back to court and sit all along , never play until.

Was doing some lame things la. Tell Jiewen that I feel

like climbling the stairs end up really. Both of us

climb the stair Jiewen climb to 15th and I 16th.

Both of us like tired cus suddenly climb stair ba (:

Me Jiewen Cheehan left about 7 lidat send Jiewen

to pioneer mrt station den both of us walk home.

Can say is run home due to .. Lol. Nothing much le.

Went fetch Evon from work to pass her things ,

den eat and home.

labels : Tired tired tireddd ~

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-26 more days

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SMILE LIKE THERE'S NO TMR.
Going work sooon , Just now morning meet
Evon and went mac eat and went back
band awhile . Nothing much :B



Both of us going work sooonnnn.
I want sleeeeeppppp Lol .__. Tired.
Love EvonSimYiFeng ! [:

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-27 more days

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Everyday almost eat 4 or 5 meals a day ):
Ytd I eat my fav.chicken wing && a mac cone
ice cream. LOL, Nowadays keep eating
and friends around me say I'm growing
fatter &&&&& fatterrrrrr. OMG ! ~
I said I want to be on diet but I'm eating alotttt !



I saw this pic and superb love it lorhxzxz
You know you know helium balloooooooooons.
Stoppp my ccrapps. Anyway yeah yeah ..
Have been counting down for my own
birthday though I know is still long. Hahah
(Remember to buy present for me *evil smile :B)
Don't know going where ? Birthday on thurs.

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-28 more days

Nothing much larhs, Miss all gfffff,
Cass aiai, Yingying bf, 619 clique ... ...
on && on && onn , Off to bathe and work.

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This week still the same :
.Running (alternate days I guess) 6am-9am
.Bath and fetch Alyssa at 10am from PAP
.Rest for 1 hours and prepare for work
.1plus walk to 179 bus-stop and bus to work
.2pm start work till 10pm (clear up till 11)
.Bath &&&&& Sleep at 12am or 1pm.

OVERDUES PHOTOS


Girls gathering that day took de.

Acc Evon to polyclinic ytd ytd before going to work.

I love this picture !

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Laughs.

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JINGYI : u wanna go band this friday?
please reply my message asap.
ME : Went with you le :D haha ! Reply you le.

CHRISTINE : Haha, the photo isn't nice larhs!
Cause I don't think, there will be another gathering
lorhs D; Better don't itchy mouth with me
again hor! I'll be really very very angry de! Lols.
ME : Haha dun think too much la , is nice lo ! C:
Sure got de , we will make time for it de okay ?
I wont larhs , miss you !

ALEXS : lolz..grats on ur new job..LOL
next time go Ntu find u..xDD
ME : Thanks , lol you too happy working. :B

MEIYING : Cynthia, when you coming back
for band? Haven seen you around in
central too, missyoulots. (L)
ME : This friday will go back barhs , dunno want perform
mah for the jyian night. Missyou. 8)

CYN : yoyo. Link me ^^ opps. Din see it.
heh. Miss ya!
ME : Link-ed , haha ! Nevermind. Miss you
toooooooooooo ! ~

W,ENXIN : Nice blogskin haha! Come back to
band soon okay, long time didn't c u and Jastine alrd :(
Haha, come back soon! <3
ME : Thanks . This coming friday barhs . :D
yeah lo hahah ! Missyou !

YIAWEN'小WEN : hellos(:
ME : Hellos ! Thanks for tagging ! (:

YEZI : Cynthia!! I was here!!! Tagged!!!
ME : Imissyou larhs ! Thanks for tagging .

SHIMIN : Hi Cynthia Hi Cynthia Hi Cynthia haha :D
ME : Hellos Shimin Hellos Shimin Hellos Shimin ! (L)

STANLEY : hello!! Happy working!! HAHA. lalalala
ME : Thanks , long time no see you all le ):

ANGIE : HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOo!
ME : Hellooooooooooooooooooooos ! How's life ? (:

JASTINE : will there be any ? everyone seem to be
working . lols . alright barhs . takecare . miss ,
hope to see you soon again ?
ME : will de haha ! We will make time for it de .
Miss you ! Sure ^^

Zoe. : Hi Cynthia! How're you?(^-^)v.
ME : Hellos . I'm fine :D Thanks for taging . Which
Zoe are you ? Ps

PEIFANG : Tagged!(:
ME : Hellos , Long time no see , thanks for tagging :D (L)

YUXIN : Tag ! (:
ME : Thanks for tagging haha ! (L)