TIME MOVE ON SILENTLY , SO DOES PEOPLE .
♥
Firstly Happy Birthday to Meiying :D
School > Jiewen spray perfume at my hair >
Headache > Assembly programme about bullying >
Math remedial > Home Sweet Home > Bath .
Going back for night study , Bye :D Actually
today Evon is returning me my hp and rainbow
hp strip but change to tmr . Laughs , ^^
I'm here to update as my brother went out awhile .
Went night study and was alright , do math
and solving question with Noh Hasif and Nelly
is fun and interesting Lol . After that suppose
to go for flashmob but went home .
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A BAD DAY AND I REALLY MEAN A BAD DAY FOR
ME !
I try my best to understand alrdy . I know
I've changed . Totally change to another person .
I'm crying every day and night and asking
myself why ? Not in front of anyone in school
but at home , in my bed before I sleep . I try to
find someone to msg but Idk who ? Wondering
if this person is still awake , that person is busy ?
Sometimes I wondering she ? he ? or who ?
I know sometimes I'm in the wrong , I do reflect .
I know my limit , I know what is right what is wrong .
I smile I laughed I joke in sch , But inside me ?
Alot of friends say I'm behaving so silly , so funny ,
like a joker making a nuisance of myself and
becoming the joker of the day but I'm happy . Cus
I want my classmates , my friends to be happy .
Of course I want to be happy too . These few days
class have been quiet and I feel weird . I feel more
weird when Zaki dont disturb me anymore :> In life ,
Everyone is sad and having stress during this
teenager life . Is there any formula for happiness ?
No . We have to find and achieve happiness
ourselves . Everything flies across my mind .
I feel so tired so tired , wanted to give up in
everything but I hold on . I tell myself stay strong
Cynthia stay strong . My studies is dropping and
I really got to buck up , Prelims + N level you know ?
I want go Sec 5 ! But ? .. Sometimes I know what
I want , I know what to say but when I want
to speak out , my mind gone empty and turn
Speechless . Sorry for crapping so much rubbish
here , cus I think I can't hide inside anymore , I'm going
crazy . Mayb thursday or saturday I want to go
somewhere , Idk if I should ask someone to tag along .
I really dunno . Just now I almost gone crazy , and
I mean it . Perhaps someday I'll be gone . I need
more time . I guess I end here . Tmr still have school .
Will still bring a smiling face everywhere I go :>
Tears follow me everywhere I go too but they hide
inside me and drop when no one is looking .
Somethings just happen to me today and I think what
happen today really make me think alot , really lots ,
I hope I don't break down in front of anyone .
labels : When you thought it was just the beginning ,
it might already be the ending But
when you thought it was the ending actually
is just be the start of everything . No one knows .
School > Jiewen spray perfume at my hair >
Headache > Assembly programme about bullying >
Math remedial > Home Sweet Home > Bath .
Going back for night study , Bye :D Actually
today Evon is returning me my hp and rainbow
hp strip but change to tmr . Laughs , ^^
I'm here to update as my brother went out awhile .
Went night study and was alright , do math
and solving question with Noh Hasif and Nelly
is fun and interesting Lol . After that suppose
to go for flashmob but went home .
//
//
//
//
A BAD DAY AND I REALLY MEAN A BAD DAY FOR
ME !
I try my best to understand alrdy . I know
I've changed . Totally change to another person .
I'm crying every day and night and asking
myself why ? Not in front of anyone in school
but at home , in my bed before I sleep . I try to
find someone to msg but Idk who ? Wondering
if this person is still awake , that person is busy ?
Sometimes I wondering she ? he ? or who ?
I know sometimes I'm in the wrong , I do reflect .
I know my limit , I know what is right what is wrong .
I smile I laughed I joke in sch , But inside me ?
Alot of friends say I'm behaving so silly , so funny ,
like a joker making a nuisance of myself and
becoming the joker of the day but I'm happy . Cus
I want my classmates , my friends to be happy .
Of course I want to be happy too . These few days
class have been quiet and I feel weird . I feel more
weird when Zaki dont disturb me anymore :> In life ,
Everyone is sad and having stress during this
teenager life . Is there any formula for happiness ?
No . We have to find and achieve happiness
ourselves . Everything flies across my mind .
I feel so tired so tired , wanted to give up in
everything but I hold on . I tell myself stay strong
Cynthia stay strong . My studies is dropping and
I really got to buck up , Prelims + N level you know ?
I want go Sec 5 ! But ? .. Sometimes I know what
I want , I know what to say but when I want
to speak out , my mind gone empty and turn
Speechless . Sorry for crapping so much rubbish
here , cus I think I can't hide inside anymore , I'm going
crazy . Mayb thursday or saturday I want to go
somewhere , Idk if I should ask someone to tag along .
I really dunno . Just now I almost gone crazy , and
I mean it . Perhaps someday I'll be gone . I need
more time . I guess I end here . Tmr still have school .
Will still bring a smiling face everywhere I go :>
Tears follow me everywhere I go too but they hide
inside me and drop when no one is looking .
Somethings just happen to me today and I think what
happen today really make me think alot , really lots ,
I hope I don't break down in front of anyone .
labels : When you thought it was just the beginning ,
it might already be the ending But
when you thought it was the ending actually
is just be the start of everything . No one knows .
Q.MEIYING : orh hor! i caught you not tagging me):
omg, you so bad, view && run ): hahahahs! anyway,
if im in sec 4 i sure older than you(: cause myiie b'day
coming in 2 days time(: jiayous forhh your exams uhs(:Luvvs,♥
ME : haha , tag you le , anyway Happy birthday to you .
Sorry that I never give you anything D: Enjoy your day !
DARLING : thanks darling , i love th thing you &
zhihan made very much :D
ME : haha , welcome . See you in school yeah :D Smile more !
CHULI! : hello back^^!linked,link me up too yea! tyvm;D
ME : Linked :D taggedd .
LIXUAN : Hehe! :D
ME : Lol , see you in school and study hard ! :D
SYAYIE : you're welcome sweety ^^, its my pleasure to
help and, its your luck that my printer ink is enough to
print all your 8 pictures. take care and nice layouts [:
ME : haha ! Thanks alot alot . anyway see you in school ,
you are loved by me ! :D
SHUHUI : your blog's background is always messy .
LOLS !
ME : where got ? haha ! miss you D:
NELLY : hei pretty gal. thanks fer standing up fer me in
my tag board. i appreciate it alot **smile**
ME: Tagg you and saw so reply the someone in your
tagboard . Welcome ! Smile . (:
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