It will be a wordy post!
I still can't keep my lazy habit awayyyyy!
I tell myself to really start studying and I think I'm not.
I did study at TIMES but superb duper easy get distracted
& then nothing motivate me back to study again! Thanks
those who have been motivating all along , never give up
on me and always there to encourage me & help me. I tell
myself I should not disappoint those people but I work hard
is because of me myself and my future. I should really push
myself more. But as I push myself I feel so tired. Though
I know is never easy as it only takes time. But there's no
much time left. Nowadays I study and work ( No one force )
as I have some reasons but I still can managed. I believed
I can endure through everything. Though this year I have
been falling a sick but still I didn't absent from school.
Do anybody believed that I did not absent from school since
Pri 1 ? :D I have early leave during my Pri.sch for once
or twice. And during this Sec.sch life also have early
leave for twice. I just don't like to be absent from
school , Idk why.
Okay let's skip this. Let's talk about this year , yeah ?
School was alright but some subjects still couldn't cope
well and struggling manxzxzx. Foundation was superb BAD!
Classmate was great. This year a clique of 6 is formed.
Me , Jiewen , Yingying , Jastine , Leelim , Regina :D
In this clique , we have up and downs. Maybe is hard to get
along as we were just tgt this year but clique , this is
gonna be our last year t , we should cherish isn't it ? Idk
how to put in words but I HATE that feeling! I know when
2 person in your clique quarrel or have misunderstanding ,
it is very hard to ... Idk how to put in words . I know
I might neglect this person if I go to that person and
might neglect that person if I go to this person. But I
realise whenever I never failed to stand by one , another
one was hurt and neglected already. Sometimes is just a
confused and mix feeling during that moment that make you
feel that you yourself is very useless. I guess I should
stop here. I'm tired of many many things. Things have
been coming on my way non-stop , Really :( But at least
I'm still fine and able to cope. My eyes are closing ,
mentally and physically tired! Yawn ~ Last but not least ,
Today I was thinking & thinking and thought of this :
"Happiness does not come itself, but you got to do something to achieve it yourself."
P/s : This post is not to delicate to anyone ,
but is just what I feel like posting .___.
