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Sunday, November 14, 2010



I got alot to post now. I'm not in a mood now. I will post about life as some things in my life are bothering me too much. I feel like sharing my past. I hate things to happen , I understand I understand some things are beyond our control. But I really hate it. I know hate is a BIG AND STRONG word. I dont really like using this word hate. In my life , I dont wanna hate anything anyone. Anw , I should not start now.

JOURNEY IN LIFE - PART ONE

Eversince I became who I am. When I came into this world. I learn alot , and I tried to apply what I have learn. During my childhood time, I have quite alot of childhood friends. Though we aren't close now but I've once enjoy and have them by my side and those memories will never be erase. Evensince Kindergarden 1 , I learn how to go out to buy my own meals and also help my family members to buy. I made mistake , they scold and I learn. Mistakes like buying the wrong food , dropping the coins into the drain while walking back , swing the kopi and the string break and there goes the kopi on the floor , and many many mistakes. And till now . . I'm still the one that always buy meals for myself and my family but sometimes my mother help us buy. And now I even deliver food for friends and I enjoyed doing it. Back to my kindergarden 1 , I will always be playing with both sisters and brother in a room and I rmb how was my room look like. Try imagine : A room painted plain white , one corner with a radio and the whole floor is a piece of big big big big bed. Quite thin only. Me and my 3 sibiling sleep together in the bed , inside the room every day. Nothing else in the room. And house doesn't have toys unless my cousins give ? or people give. Yes , so what If I'm in a lower-income family. I dont like people to look down on us. And from kindergarden 1 I started to go church with Linda and know friends like Solomon till now. But we three didn't go church anymore. I miss those times! Going into Primary school , When I was in Pri 1 or rather when I get into schooling like , I enjoy going to school and never did I late for school for the entire Primary school life and absent but I rmb I went home early for once. And my 1st day to school is not the same as many people , which is your mother/father will go school with you and carry your bags for you. No , I go school with my brother and we carry our bags our own. Though yes I asked myself why , why cant my parents be the same like the others but I understand my parents have to look after my second sister. I learn to be independence from young. And from Pri 1 , During Primary school days , I use books that my brother/sister used. We always apply for financial as my father is only the one working and the pay is like . . . Yah. Things started to change eversince I get into Pri 1. Father starts to get stress up whenever he come back from work. Home will always have quarrel and things always get worst than that. And we will end up all crying to sleep. During my Pri 1 & 2 life , I always hang out at either the central sand playground to play / 903. With my brother and Linda. Playing marbles , cycling and many many kids games. Getting abit older to Pri 3 & 4 life , I get to know more friends and enjoyed being with them. Going to their house like , Jingqi Huihui Shuhui Irene Jiesi and so on. Going their house to play , do Ipw , enjoy and so on. And during weekends sometimes will meet up with Eugene , LongAnn , LongKiat , Szelin , Ismail , Nurisha and others to play catching , soccer and many types of games. But now we are all separate enjoying our life :) Life that need myself to be more and more independence and more and more sensible. Learn how to stand up on my own whenever I fall. And things in life get complicated. Yes and during this year , one more person came into this family and that's Eugene (Dada) My sister came to be more mature and learning more and more things as family is having difficulties. And during Pri 3 & 4 life more and more quarrels due to communication. Going on to a higher step which is Pri 5 & 6. Friends bond are stronger. Stay back after school outside the dentist room , monkay bar area , field , the piano stage there , basketball court , hall , library and almost everywhere of the school to chat , sing song , play badminton , play basketball , catching , blind mice and many many others. Tons of memories mans. I rmb during my Pri sch days I joined , Diabolo - Librarian - Pottery - Choir for my CCA which I enjoy alot! This is just my summarise of my Pri school life if I were to type out everything I think it will be like ten times of this. I'm not joking nor being sarcastic. Life have been changing all these while. And after PSLE I were separated from all my friends as they went to the school they want and I need to go to Juying as it is the nearest school from my house. But never did I regret as I learn alot , know alot of people and amazing friends and teacher in this school.

During the life in JuyingSecondarySchool will be post sooon. Is will be journey of life part two. Anw , Life will always have ups and downs. And how many ups will depend on how are you gonna manage your own life so that you will be able to overcome all the downs. Never expect too much in your life , really. It will only disappoint you more. And when you fall , you fall real deep! ~

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