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Thursday, December 30, 2010


School days are still the best. Having lesson , fun and always
packed with things. Struggling and mugging before O level and
having motivation from people especially you. Yes you! Many
things to say but not now. Gonna say about some things recently.

Recently I made a decision. Idk if I will regret or not but I
cant turn back anymore. Things aren't the same anymore. Still life
have to goes on :) Let's be strong people to face everything. Have
been crying over stuffs and I think I should learn from everything.
I know I cant change my past , I must cherish my present and
live for a better. What goes around comes around. These few days
I have many thoughts but still I'm searching for the answers. It
takes time. Really. I took up my courage and I know is not only me
who is suffering. I hope fine goes well for everyone.


Ytd during my dinner with friends I and Yingying received a text
from Mr Saz that Mr Bakar had passed away. Is sad and sudden , but
I'm glad that I have him as my art teacher and enjoy-ed his teacher.
I'm thankful that he guide me through my N and O level toooo.
I hope he rest in peace :) During his burial , I thought of many
many things of him and the memories we art student had tgt with him.
He will always be remembered.


It been so tiring throughout this dec. Really! Sometimes a question
came into my mind which is when things happen who is always there
or me ? I have some names in mind but . . . Okay. Maybe I think too
much. Let's wish for a better year ahead , 2011 is coming our way.


Anw , My stomach is growing as I keep eating and eating and eating
alot eversince holiday started ): I dont have enough sleep recently.
Actually is this whole month I guess. Every night I would turn
left and right and left and right. Thinking. And also my appetite
have really drop. Vomit past few days. I know sound wrong but
please dont have the wrong thinking. I'm just not feeling well :)