Nuffnang!



Sunday, January 23, 2011


Sick. I dont like! ): Started with a sore throat , flu + running
nose , cough. It been so long since I fall sick. Eating fried and
spicy food almost everyday before I fall sick and even now. I just
cant resist myself from all those food. But trying to cut down :)

Anyway this week was a tiring. Next week will be more tiring. But
gonna endure. I cant keep complain anymore :) I think is better for
me too. Things are like so packed. Everyday I could only have 6
hours of rest and though I only have 6 hours of rest , I still delay
my time because when I reach home I always tend to waste one hour
or more to do this and that. And my sleeping time is like 5 hours ?
Anw there's alot of small pimple on my fore head. Is not pimple but
Idk call what , due to lack of rest I guess. My face is very jialat
now ): Really. Above pic can see abit also. Ugly ugly ugly. And I'm
eating alot. Stomach grew bigger like pregnant! I'm fat already! So
people dont keep saying I'm not anymore really. I keep eating mans!
Oh well anw , is tiring but all these while I have been thinking
of stuff too. Should not have think so much :) They are all thoughts
that trying to being us down. So I must overcome(X3)! Actions not
just word :) Is better and Mum say so I wont waste my time rotting
at home also. Though things might have changed but life still have
to goes on. I miss those primary school , secondary school and stuff
but those can only leave as memories yeah ? Am least I 曾经拥有过 :)
I'm glad enough! Happy and satisfied :) Regrets ? No point. So what
if I regret ? Is tiring to have regrets with you , like a burden
that you can never put it down. Thanks to those who have been giving
me hugs, support , encouragement and laughter all these while.
Nothing really can beat me down. Obstacles & falling in life dont
destroy you , they are here to make us stronger :) Got to believe
in myself. I should not disappoint those people that care for me &
giving me support all these while. (Tears flow down suddenly)
Lol but really! Cant believe. Is just Jan mans. There's still 11
more mths & a long road of life to go. Yesterday belong to history ,
today got to cherish , tomorrow will always be better. We dont know
what will happen the next second , the next minute and future . . .
so cherish :) I should end here now , is already 3.23am. Bye ~

Will have proper update when I's free. Perhaps Feb :) Hahah ,
Goodnight to myself and people out there!