I drew this for myself during V's day at work :D
Eversince this year started I have been very busy with work.
I seriously have no time for things and even have no time to
go out , catch up or meet up with friends and so on. Though I'm
tired and sometimes I'm struggling but I know this is life :)
Okay I gonna let it out though I didn't intend to let many
people know but I guess not much people is reading my blog so
I think is alright to update here because as I looked back I
feel proud to go through all these. Since this year start ,
I took up another job. As previously I was already working in
Subway and during this year I took up another job in hand.
I was actually working at my friend's aunt office and Subway
currently. Working 8.30 to 5.30pm for office and have rush
to Subway to work at 6 to 10pm. Though I always reach at
6.30pm. But from next month onwards I will be on time as I'm
not working office anymore as school is starting and I need to
be more hardworking :) Let's look into it more alright ?
I have to wake up by 6 plus and prepare and step out of
my house latest by 7.30 or I will be late for work. I took
bus to Pioneer interchange and took train to Bukitbatok. Then
drop off there and I will always buy a bread from the bread
shop and walk to Bukitbatok interchange and I have to take
another bus to the office. Working in office was alright just
that I'm not into it as I will doze off. Really! ): If you
know me well , you will know I am really that kind of person
which can fall asleep anywhere :) Hahah. I tried my best to
keep myself awake, go toilet wash my face and eat mint sweet :)
Nice working there though there are some things that I dun like.
I tell myself , is life. You work where there will always be
something/someone you dont like but you got to endure , right?
You cant keep quitting your job and change one after another :)
We have to take up the test that god is giving to us and believe
nothing in this world is impossible. One thing that we have
to rmb is laziness and giving up kills. You have to persevere!
Nothing is easy but as long you willing to try that's enough.
On the brighter side , during working you will start to learn
more things about life. You got to cope your stress , problems
and different things in life well , if you dont you will end up
suffering. Working is never easy because everyday things are
changing , let's not say if you work how long in one company or
how long you work for a job because no matter how long you work
in the company or the job , there will still be things that
you dont know because eventually everyday some little little
things is changing. Working is a social life , no more feeding
like how teachers always feed us in sch. Got to be more
independent and manage everything well.
Well , going through these 1 month plus going 2 months is not
easy but I thanked those that constantly giving me support :D
I can say I didn't really manage well as I was late for work
for Subway. There was once which is last week , I only have
that day free to go down to CCK ite to apply for tuition for
Eng as I will be retaking my English. So on that day I went
down with Jastine. We reach there and the person say we have
to have our O level cert with us but I do not have so I have
to go home and take. I tried finding my family members but
none is free. So Jastine and I decided to take cab back ,
we flag for cab under the hot weather and cross over from
one side to another side but none of the cabs stop. And mostly
are hired. We even try on call for cab for 5 or more times
but no cab. So we decided to go back and talk to the person.
I really have to thanks Jastine for helping me to speak up.
You know , during the moment that we flagged for cab , Jastine
and I was really like mad women. She really went all out to
flag for cab so as I. I still rmb there was a lot of drain
there and then I took 2 step back and I fell into the drain
and I still can laugh. I also thanks the person that allow
us to apply , while waiting I suddenly burst out in laughter
as I cant imagine how Jastine and I flagged for cab. All these
while , during travelling to work I also experiences the
crowded bus and Mrt that we have to squeeze with the people
you dont know and know how to spare a thought for others. I
guess many of you should know if you are in a bus or Mrt
try to move in so as to let more people get into the bus or
train. Put yourself in the shoe of others. If you are the one
trying to board the bus and no one is willing to move in.
Everyone wants to get to school and work on time right ? So
do think about others and not only yourself :) On ya, getting
to the main point and after applying I took train back as
there was still no cab and I'm totally late for like more than
one hour. Sam was really mad when I reached. I feel so angry
with myself and the moment I heard her bangging with things ,
my tears rolled down. Is not her fault at all is just that
I didn't managed my time well. I thanked Shiwei for being there
for me cus I dont wanna let Sam know I actually cry. Sam asked
Shiwei to ask me cut onion. During the moment , when I was
inside the kitchen alone cutting the onion I start to reflect.
I tell myself to be on time and now is much better. Sam and I
was back to normal. Though in the past Subway is much more
noiser as compared to now but things will always be changing.
I doesn't have enough sleep as I have been working. I think
when I'm free I should spend more time sleeping. 6 more days
and I will have more time for my own things. I need my sleep! :)
I thanked those that have been very understanding with me all
these while :) Been through all these though is tiring but I
know there are people out there that is worst than me , if
others are able to do it , why cant I ? Yeah ? You guys tooooo.
I dont know if anyone is reading but I believe there is :D
People out there , let's pull through all the hard times and
not give up easily yeah. Lead a life that you want it to be!
Hoping life will goes well to all my friends and myself.
Lastly, I misplace some of my things! A heart necklace ,
3 quarter pant & memory card. I want it back back back back!
I gonna find them on March! I must! :D
Random.
I cut my own fringe few days back.
I miss their noisiness as I have been working , sometimes
when I reach home they haven't go home they will run towards
me , hug me and call me! :D So sweet you know , I like.
It was Regina's birthday surprise. Nice max :)
& I took about one hour to update this post. Is worth it.
I respect your decision like how you respect mine.
