Chapters of my life.

Always find a reason to keep you smiling , keep you going.

Been so lazy to update my blog. Well , actually not lazy

just that I dont have the time plus I never get the chance

to use computer at home as the computer is 24 hours

occupied by my brother. Recently my brother went for

his leg operation so he could not go out and everyday

he would  use eat , sleep , play computer games or

watch show/movie/drama. He cant eat alot of stuff too

and he is seriously going crazy. Haha but hopefully his

leg will recover fast. Anw back to me . . .

Hmmm I say to update about October right ? But seems

like is alr mid November already. I shall update about

November then. November haven't been very good due

so some issue. Well , but still manageable. School was

as ususl just that this semester module was super bored , 

especially SAD. I really dont understand what isit about

but did try hard to pay attention and do the things that

teacher gave. Guess Pearlyn and I struggling to get back

on track. Phase test is next Thursday but their a make

up class to help us on next Monday too. Hopefully I give

my 100% attention and absorb what I can.

Every Wednesday I will have training as usual with the

team. And after training as usual , we will bath and head

for dinner at lot one. We would all buy and packet our

food and sat in a circle together outside the shopping

centre to eat. Spend time eating , chit chatting and

playing some games together which really bond us tgt.

Though is not the whole full team but Im contented as

these dont get to experiences as we grow older. I just

want to do the things I can when Im still young. Time

gonna flies and yes , next month Im turning 19. Now Im

still sweet 18th , Teehee ^^ Well , Still haven decide how

am I gonna celebrate my birthday and with who but I

feel like celebrating with all my love ones and all my

friends but I know is . .

IMPOSSIBLE.

Anyway have been going to Zirca and Helipad last few

weeks and is also my first few times going. Just went to

feel enjoy and see how was it like. Of course I wont go

often just that recently I have been going with different

groups. Most probably will be going today and after

today I promise myself not to go unless for birthday or

what. Is okay to try everything in life but I must have the

limit. People around me do care and do worry for me. 

Life is filled with school , work , training. I wish I could

have a getaway with my love ones. Shall stop here.

I feel you.