Start of 2013.
1st, Grandma's (father side) wake.
Was awake throughout since 31st Dec and 1st was the last day
and we sending grandma off. Was a saddening start of the year
though but I believe there are better days ahead. Anyway during
that week of my grandma's wake , I realise Im closer to some of
my cousins. Though Idk when will I see them again but still I do
hope we will talk as we see each other again. I dont really meet
up with my cousin and Im not those that will go out with cousins
cus we only see each other like once or twice a year. And usually
was during Chinese New Year. How I wish I am close with my
cousins and will go out with my cousins like other people out
there , but impossible because of some reasons I guess.
Well, Not only that. You know you know you know , I really
envy people out there that have family day , family gathering ,
family outing or relative gathering , relative outing. Because
I never once have :( Really , Can you even believe ? Well, we do
go relative house together during Chinese New Year or some
relative birthday but we never once go out as a family to
enjoy before. Since young till now , there's no like family day
on Sunday or weekends. And also we never sit together and
eat as a family before. You know during Chinese New Year Eve
every family will sit together and eat 团圆饭 (Reunion Dinner),
but I never had once before with my family. Sad ? Yes , very sad.
How I wish there will be one day , just one time , either a family
outing or family dinner together and I would be just contented
but . . . Sometimes is just so hard. I gonna try to plan one
and hope it will be a successfully one. ( Shall see )
Let's get back to what I should be blogging.
2nd, Back to driving prac.
After everything ends ytd , it was around evening already. Head
home and rest as the next day I have my driving practical after
so long. As I have stop for months due to my Ftt. And the worst
thing was that I forget to renew my pdl and I dont have the time
as grandma passed away during that last week , so I went to
renew my pdl before going for prac. When I reach Bbdc , Im
not very sure where to update so I ask the Information counter
and the china lady ( not to discriminate ) but she simply tell me
the wrong information when I already rushing for time.
She just keep asking me to go to the top up machine and top up
money to my acc and renew online. After I renew that was
actually renewing my membership. I went up to level 2 and ask
the staff at the counter instead and realise renewing pdl was at that
counter so I took and number and waited. Was abit late for my
prac ): But anyway back to prac and instructor say that I forget
some of the things he taught already. Feel so bad and guilty , but
no choice too as I stop too long already. Currently still need to
top up money to my acc to book Tp but need to wait for my
pay to come in. I gonna be so broke this month as I never work
subway for 2 weeks , last week due to my grandma pass away
and this week due to school start. How to survive ? Tell me ):
3rd, Stay Home.
Wake up early and send my sister youngest kid to school and
fetch him from school too. Then was home all the way I think.
Was home throughout the morning till afternoon then head
out as Im working for Sienna's birthday party as a face painter.
She's only 2 and her parents help her celebrate her birthday
at St.Regis hotel! Yes they are one of the rich family that visit
fourseason hotel kids corner. Anyway the whole birthday theme
was Sesame street and she loves elmo the most. What I can say
was , she is just so blessed. After working, train back and meet
Hanhui for dinner and midnight movie - Taxi! Taxi! Nice movie :)
Elmo acc me eat.
5th, Cleaning up on my stuff and room.
Did a spring cleaning for my room and throw many things away.
Found many things and photos that are so much memories to me.
Well , that was all my past chapters of life :) Have my fringe
chopped too , am I was bored with my long fringe. Lol , Anyway
was having terrible flu and had flu panadol before I sleep.
W320.
Genting.
Short hair period , Haha.
Uss.
Went to work evernthough Im sick and as usual I reach on time
and start setting up with the things. Didnt see anyone coming and
text Boss to ask how am I working with , ends up Boss is coming
to work. But was fine working for Boss and there wasnt much
kids that day. Went off after work and train back. Reach home
and had dinner and prepared my things for first day of school.
Timetable was the same as last semester. Went school and feel
so excited for school. I swear. Idky but just excited. Maybe
because I get to see my classmate and I miss the school foodds.
And though is just the first week of school , teacher already book
us for extra lesson and practical assignment , giving us projects.
Well, I guess I will just be super busy till March as this will be
my final semester so is gonna be real packed with test , extra
lesson , practical assignment , projects and exam. I just hope
I will pass this semester and get my cert smoothly , Really. Of
course I need to put in the effort and definitely I will. Shall be
more hardworking these few months. As for work , I know
some friends and teacher have ask me to stop for a moment
but I know is gonna be impossible , but I promise I will work less
and not tired myself. "I'm strong, Yeah!" Study hard , Work hard.
Play ? Enjoy ? I guess after March. My priority now is Study!
"I'm lazy, I'm tired, I failed to push myself sometimes, but I must!"
First day back to school only , eat in class.
Pearlyn and Mine. Been so long since I wear contact lens.
Childhood biscuit.
Wake up , help my mother dye her hair and start cleaning my
room then the whole house and today I did a cleaning on my
window and is so much cleaner. Feel good when the whole
room and house look clean :) Prepare and brought Eugene
and Alyssa out and Cedric was with my sister. Went Jurong
park to let them have some fun there and then head to Jp to
have mac and walk around to get some stuff that they need for
school. Didn't brought all the things they need as I have limited
cash :/ But they understand. Afterall they did enjoy themselves :)
Gonna work later , So shall end here.
More photos will be uploaded to evening or night , Stay tune.
Goodnight ^^
I look different.
:D
:D
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