Chapters of my life.

Fengheng told me :
What's more impt is what you really want. (: - That's meaningful!

Actually not only he tell me this , many people told me I should
know what I want and go for it. I cant always have no aim anymore.
A friend of mine chat with me and told me that : " I want you to
be the person who able to smile and cheer up when you meet
circumstances. You alway seem to me a cheerful girl but I know
deep down you are so sad whatever is it , face the reality bravely
and be calm you gonna be alright Cynthia (; Cynthia dont let one
setback pull you down! Hope you can overcome your weakest point is
softhearted (: " - Thanks Meiling though wasn't really close to you
now. But thanks!

Actually thanks for those that care for me , I'm fine. I'm always
smiling every minute every second. Yes , there is always setback.
I got to overcome and I must. Now what is in my mind is what a
person told me which is "I must know what I want" and "Do first
then say and dont say first because you will end up not doing it"
and and and 算了吧! 算了吧! 算了吧! :) I hope I can stop those moment
but yes is impossible. I must be happy because 至少曾经拥有过.